Shakila- The unusual

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Golden Light

Like the bright light passing though the window pane
early morning to wak me up...
You come in my life,
like the golden sunlight that brightens everything on earth
Like the day passes by,
somthing planned to do,
something to say, so much good,
and.. so sad sometime...
You came into my life, lik a rose with throns,
thats pleasent to see but hurts from all around..
Like the bright sunlight, drowns in the huge sea,
still brightening every little thing on earth...
you drowned me so much in your world,
Many things said, many things felt,
but many more untold...
Like the big bright sunlight, You came and you went....

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Never... Never


Never let me think about you

Coz I know you'll be hurt

Coz I know you are not like me

Coz I know I am not like you

Never let me think about you

Simple life, simple work

Let our bonding remain so simple

Thinking, talking, dreaming big

Let us not let them mingle

Never let me think about you

Time is good for this moment

Life can change any situation

Let us wait for time to change

So that we can then continue

Never let me think about you

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Carom n U


The board is full of coins
And striker in my hand
Don’t know how to game
And can’t take a stand
All skies and stars in my head
Then I realized what u said

I closed my eyes and remembered you
Just felt the target and
One of the audiences you
Here I set my strength and
The target pouch in my head
There goes my shot
And I am ahead

We won the point in carom game
All credits to my targets in your name
Then I smile, and tears flow down,
In my eyes I dream kisses as crown,
This makes me feel- I am missing you
Come sooner dear- I am waiting for too.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Just kept writing


I thought I will find you there
Where we met for first time
I thought I will find you there
Where we played making house in sands
I thought I will find you there
Where couples are generally found
Perhaps! u're always here
close to me n playing around

When u shouted at me, it was irritating
when u yelled I foudn u threatening
when ever you adviced- it was boring
But did I know that it was you
Whom I was searching for-
I would have not pushed u away
I would have not hit u by pillow
I would have not hurt you dear
I would ahve just hughed you forever

Please be mine with your kind heart
Please give me a chance to be with you
Please give me a moment to confess sweetheart
Please, I never knew that it was you.
Its been long that we departed
after all efforts to find one like u
I failed and I am tired and I am sure
Its only you who can be my True friend
Hit me, kick me, kill me do whatever,
Just be like the one just not for now, but forever.

I cant find you in any bar, in any cafe, not online
I cant find you on any shore to sit and play
I cant find you in my office or home
Only place to find 4 you is inside my soul
Come lets still be funny as ever
Come lets still giggle together
Come lets chill in the streets like never
Come on dear, this life is mortal, not forever.

True friend like you, is better than partner
True friend is like a mirror
Give me that time to look into you
I'll prove to be sober forever.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

A friend is a friend only


You are that precious diamond, which I cant afford to buy
but I can definitely admire;
You are the dazzling start, which I cant dream to touch
but I can definitely sing a choir;
I can dream singing, dancing and gaming with you
but I cant dream a life,
I can think, feel and care for you, but I cant off my hive,
This is the world full of dreams and illusions
I can leave with you, you can live with me,
these are all confussions....
Forgive me for being just a friend, I am afraid to be anything more;
I'd like to live happy without any haze in it; bitter or sour.
I cant afford to buy diamond, I cant dream to touch the dazzling star,
I can definitely sing the choir that makes this hour....

Moments of Life


I cherish the moments of my life
The moments that bring back me to life
Some happy, some sad Some hillarious, some bad
I cherish the moments of my life
Moments here moments there
I remember moments that happened everywhere
Some singing, Some dancing Some playing, some feelings
I cherish every mopments of my life
To live my home, those late nights
to tell a lie thats brings mare nights
Some partying, some boosing
Someteasing, some freaking
I cherish every moments of my life...
This is the same sand that i played in
Built house and fallen while running
My mom, my dad,My friends and neighbour
Those lovly picnics and endless smiles
I cherish every moment of my life...
Coming back to you, is a pleasurous thing to do
Longing these many days to hug you
My country my salutes to you
I cherish every moment in my life
I thank you lord for this beautiful life..

Why Why Why?

Why is love so much against me that it loves to hurt me? it loves to leave me lonely it loves to hate me... why? I tried to hug it tight to not loose from my sight I kept it close to my heart though, it hates me so much, why? I kwpt it safe with so much of care, I touched it every day to feel, it is at the brim of my life it loves to leave me lonely, why?

I Can For U

I can sing a song for you and play the music of my life I'd love to talk to you and ask you if you'd be my life. Ican cream our house in skies and live like a king and queen would be you I'd love to sleep again and cream the life with you. I can fight the strong stomrs to get the shell with pearl I can make a beautiful ring and present to my lovely girl. I can be the pulse of your heart I can be the air in you, all I want is just you love, I can be till last breadth in you.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Clock ticks huh...

When clock strikes an hour I feel its time to meet, I feel its time to fly, I feel its time to smile, When clock strikes an hour. When phone starts to ring I feel like you have pinged, I feel eager to talk, I feel my heart is now to sing, When phone starts to ring. When I see you at times I feel it like a dream, I feel I am speechless, I feel so surprized, That's when I wish to laugh and screem, When I see you at times......

Really Unknown

I know u are not known to me
I know u are not related to me
I know u are that stranger to me
I know u are not any part of me
Still when u see, I see u talking something
Like as if u know everything about me
Like as if u were made to know me
Like as if it was only u for me
But u are Really Unknown
Still when u come closer, I feel the vibes
Like as if our hearts are talking to each other
Like as if u know what I am thinking
Like as if this heartbeat was meant for you
But u are Really Unknown
Still when I close my eyes, I see your image
Like as if I’ve been seeing you for years
Like as if I was waiting for you all through
Like as if u were The Perfect for me
But u are Really Unknown
I know u are not known to me
I know u are not related to me
I know u are that Stanger to me
I know u are not any part of me
Please let me know the secret- oh Stranger
Let me know why are you strange to me
Let me know why I want to see u, feel u and need u
Let me know why we are Really Unknown…....

Monday, January 5, 2009

UD

UD: yeah!! Yudhisthir Singh Rathore, uff too big a name to call all time. That’s why we call him UD (yudi) sounds sweet. Its very short period of time that I spent with him but it was really amazing , he is an interesting person and cool to be with. It is a grief that I wanna share, because i am getting away from a friend today . Very dear and close to heart, very nice, sweet and smart. He got transferred to a new place, new people and new race. I don’t know what to tell him as last words of wish, all I know is a sweet friend that I am gonna miss. To hug or kiss is just not what I want him to feel; I want him to feel the changes in my life after his presence. He may be happy with this decision, but I know he also feels bad to leave me, today I see how much we needed each other in his eyes. I liked all his silly jokes that he did when I was upset, when I was low energy and when i was depressed, just so that i smile. He loved me smiling always, talking non-sense, non- stop all time. I know he is gonna miss me just like the way I miss him. To bear my anger, innocence and ignorance at time is too tough for some one really normal, he was made to be my friend because he is abnormal too, well I mean by the way he thinks and interprets things. Now that could be the reason why we like to hang out with each other, why we like to spend time together, and it’s the same reason why we miss each other. At last, I think I realized that I need to wish him the best for his future at new place. I think I should thank him for all that he's given to me in these days. I think i should pray for his better life ahead. I think I should ask god for keeping this friendship forever like this. I may/ may not find another Yudi, but I am sure to not loose him. Distance should not make difference in one’s life/relation.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Its all about "U"

Everything is clean between you and me Even our sights that we see Forget this world it’s always been As shitty as you have ever seen Every single moment I become alive When I see that dazzle in your eyes Where to go and what to do I can’t simply realize- when I see that Dazzle in your eyes My love is almost at the brim U knock at the doors of my heart or I’ll die I can neither die nor survive Knock at my doors of my heart or I’ll die You are my world, you are my love As pure as you are- is my love You don’t have to touch, you don’t have to play “I love you” is all u need to say Everything is clean between you and me Even our sights that we see Forget this world it’s always been As shitty as you have ever seen

MOVING

Moving here, moving there, people moving everywhere, Some rush faster, some go slow, Let them know they are going nowhere. World is round, it ends where it starts, Oh yeah people!!! Stop counting Stars Give me one reason, for the running life No time for self, mother, kid or wife Pass the message- a message of peace Let that move around- from brother sister to niece World is round, it ends where it starts, Oh yeah people!!! Stop counting Stars Great mans’ place is not on this earth, Not is his kingdom or Perth Spread your love and hugs to all, You’re the king of all hearts after all World is round, it ends where it starts, Oh yeah people!!! Stop counting Stars

The way U loved

You loved my hair and every single curl on my cheek You loved it when it flew with little fragrance towards u You played with them, when u felt very touchy You loved to drowse off when u felt them too lovely When u admired, I felt so shy You loved that shyness in my eye And that soft smile with little dimple You love to just admire n forget the world aside My blood gushes fast up and down the veins You know that’s my feeling when I see you You love to see that temper n feel my hands It only happen coz of all the love I have for you There is no speech or a single word, its All the silence that speaks through eyes I don’t have to touch u, let the touch be surprise I know u love the feeling of missing you, in my eyes. For all the things u adored, I adore just that one; Very precious- more than gold, silver or diamond It’s the way u love me honey, SO Pure Calm n pleasant when we walk hand- in hand.

What to do?

Then I dint know what to do! Empty roads running long Silent breeze piercing me Bare thoughts, blank brain When I dint know what to do!!! Wanna scream so loud Wanna shout your name Wanna dig this ground I realize I am insane When I dint know what to do; Then I really dint know what to do!!!!!!!!!!! My Arms wide open Waiting for u to hug The tears gone dry Starving for you day in and day out I don’t know what to do when pain sprouts? Then I dint know what to do!!!!!!!!! Love me to love, so I can love life Give me my charm, I wanna live So barren is this world, full of pain I have no words, but just your name That’s when I dint know what to do!!!!!!!!!

To My Dad

I remember u said when I was 4, Be good n do good n nothing more Life is a mixture of sweet n sour Smile- is only thing that we can pour U said this when I was 4. I remember the radio that u fixed, Fallen in a corner, when I was six Evil is what the idle mind picks Now, I play with books, pens and glue sticks U said “No- to idle” when I was six. I remember u said do not play out, I stared at you and dared to shout Just 12, dint shut my moth Good words are what still u plough U said- to protect me- is your oath I remember u said, life is how u live I was 18 and freedom u ought to give U were scared, I saw it in your eyes I may break- that u knew, this world- Just know to take but not give Perhaps! Dear Father, I still live I remembered every teaching that u did I may have failed, because of ignorance This same world is now my aid I remember Dad, U Love Me- U said. Dear Dad, Your Daughter remembers every sweet memories spent with you. I live with pride because i live with the principal u gave.Thank you. With love Shakila R Makandar

Thinking of you

Dint know what to write Your name is all I recite But it’s your request what to do, Unwillingly, but your love is true Passing time-writing poems Was my hobby once upon a time Now I write, to see your smile Simply amazing for that while Then you hold my hands so soft Reading my poem word by word And slowly your face starts to glow The immense feeling of oneness you show To admire you is a beautiful task All on earth n heavens will come n ask Are you still 2 or 1 soul- may I know? Love is pure like white snow I forget the world for this glimpse “your hot coffee”- the boy brings Entering the magic zone of my life With whom I’ll be dreaming of being his wife Dream is just a dream Like soft whipped cream Once stirred well with life Dreams spread all over and reality survives.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

To my dear FRIEND

A poet is not a person who is borm with talent, i think a perosn becomes a poet once he starts to feel things around him. Not every one can be a poet, and also not everyone a good friend :-D; the lines mentioned below were few words that were given to me and wanted it to be framed well,therefore giving my best shot these are the following lines, for my FRIEND- Hope you like it. Just remember the important thing is not bitter over life's difficulties. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won't be sunny, and when u find yourself lost in darkness and despair, remember- it's only in the black of night that u can see the stars, and those stars will lead u back home...So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble, to fall...because most of the time the greatest reward come from the things that scare u the most... Struggling your way to get there Creeping in the passages that you’re unaware Still feeling helpless though you have a guide Just forget it all and enjoy the ride To sit and think is couch potato Action is what one must speak Pain is a part of life my darling You have to pass it to reach the peak Every time you taste the bitter You feel it like a pain of your life Perhaps! My boy Not every day is sunny right? It’s the darkness of the night That scares you to move forward But look carefully at the stars and gaze You’ll find your destination ahead Fear not to fall or to fail Fear not to struggle or to stumble Fear not my friend life is a journey Happiness ahead is what we should mumble Who knows what’s there for us ahead Tomorrow is an unknown hope Just like the sun rises with a new day You may find heavenly smiles everywhere

Monday, December 22, 2008

Life is too short

Life's too short for me to live I'd love to live it my way Its just a like a day Begins with innocense and sets with experience Life is just too short to live my way to rise with tears without a reason, to smile all day, no matter whats the season to hug every one with affection and die with tears again, for the unknown pain Like is too short again Talking to the light that wakes me up, speaking to the wind that blows my hair standing at the brim of all happiness and tell good bye end of the day life is just to short to live my way Given a chance i would steel a life from god given a chance i would ask him live with me take me along with me the entire day Just to show him, the gift he gave Life is too short, give me one again...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Love Letter

My first love letter Full of colors anf flowers Lots of love and cheers Blushes and butterflies My first love letter Took all my time to think to start My tea break, lunch and cigrattes expire Team leaders watching my smile To fall in love I inspire My first love letter Speaking to the walls Laughing at mistakes Hugs to my collegues Gifts for no reason I share Oh My first love letter Dreaming of house in heavens Talking to moon before i write Like every love story is mine Feeling like a superstar I write my first love letter Hiding from family Sharing with close friends Looking at love dictionery Tearing paper after papers My first love letter Thats a feeling Thats the story Thats innosence Thats new world My first love letter Shaks------------- Remember first love :-) Cheers to all in love

Proverbs

Charity begins at home


A person's first obligation should be to help the member of his own family before he can begin thinking of talking about helping others.

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